( there's a quick shake of his head, panting a little at the feel of zack pushing against him. he wants... so much.
he wants zack too much to put it into words. )
Why? ( he's clearly not thinking about the answer to his own question. ) What's —
( his fingers graze over the recognizable feel of scar tissue when zack's shirt is partially up his torso, and cloud sucks in a careful breath, suddenly knowing why and overwhelmed with emotion. it doesn't translate to his face so much as his eyes, staring at zack and wounded by the realization of just how much zack had suffered before he'd died.
he sighs and presses his palm flat against his belly before abandoning his attempt at removing zack's clothes. )
I won't if you don't want me to. It's okay.
( he'd like to see all of zack, but he doesn't mind this either, pushing his hand beneath the band of his underwear to grip his cock and squeeze. mostly in an effort to distract him, but also to rekindle the mood and not lament over the past. he'd done that for years, and right now, he only wants to focus on zack in the present. )
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he wants zack too much to put it into words. )
Why? ( he's clearly not thinking about the answer to his own question. ) What's —
( his fingers graze over the recognizable feel of scar tissue when zack's shirt is partially up his torso, and cloud sucks in a careful breath, suddenly knowing why and overwhelmed with emotion. it doesn't translate to his face so much as his eyes, staring at zack and wounded by the realization of just how much zack had suffered before he'd died.
he sighs and presses his palm flat against his belly before abandoning his attempt at removing zack's clothes. )
I won't if you don't want me to. It's okay.
( he'd like to see all of zack, but he doesn't mind this either, pushing his hand beneath the band of his underwear to grip his cock and squeeze. mostly in an effort to distract him, but also to rekindle the mood and not lament over the past. he'd done that for years, and right now, he only wants to focus on zack in the present. )