( it's intense, he thinks. he doesn't know what's changed or why it's different, but he's getting swept up in it, clutching at zack so he isn't pulled under.
there's a sharper gasp of surprise at the heat of zack's mouth on his throat, the sting of his teeth doing something to him. turning him on, and yet... it's so much more than that, straining to be even closer to him and realizing he doesn't have much room to maneuver with zack pinning him to the wall. )
Wait, ( he breathes, a soft command to steady zack's eagerness. ) Let me help.
( if he wants him, cloud is ready to give him exactly that. but his thoughts are focused on getting them undressed, unable to swallow the shiver that tears through him when he looks zack in the eyes. how much is he holding back? does he actually want to know? cloud's stronger than he was when zack had known him, but he isn't entirely sure how much he can take, unable to still his hands as he pushes down the sleeves of his uniform and then beneath the tight material of zack's undershirt to try to pull it up. )
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there's a sharper gasp of surprise at the heat of zack's mouth on his throat, the sting of his teeth doing something to him. turning him on, and yet... it's so much more than that, straining to be even closer to him and realizing he doesn't have much room to maneuver with zack pinning him to the wall. )
Wait, ( he breathes, a soft command to steady zack's eagerness. ) Let me help.
( if he wants him, cloud is ready to give him exactly that. but his thoughts are focused on getting them undressed, unable to swallow the shiver that tears through him when he looks zack in the eyes. how much is he holding back? does he actually want to know? cloud's stronger than he was when zack had known him, but he isn't entirely sure how much he can take, unable to still his hands as he pushes down the sleeves of his uniform and then beneath the tight material of zack's undershirt to try to pull it up. )